I'm starting to wonder how Luddy would react if he ever found out. I mean, it's not like I could envision him taking it good at all. He'll probably freak out at me. Try and force me to eat. I'm worried of what kind of rift it would cause in our relationship. I'm worrying myself sick. It's bad. What if he breaks up with me because of it? What if he leaves me high and dry? How would my closest friends react? Just the same way as Luddy, I would expect. And my parents? Probably worse than anyone. The rest of my family? Oh dear. Random people at my school? They would think I am a freak. My teachers? They would think about what a poor dear I am.
God, no one can find out. It would cause such a mess. I need to stop worrying so much. No one is going to find out. I'm going to be fine... I'm going to be fine...
~AnaMia124
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