4 Sides

There are four sides of me, battling. Each one of them wants to control me, to win my very existence.

The most sane part of me is screaming, "What the fuck is wrong with you? Just eat like a normal person you freak!"

Then there's the Ana part of me, that just loves to torture me. "You don't need to eat. Don't ever let a morsel of food pass through your pretty pink lips."

Then there's the Mia part. "Eat. Eat all you want. Then stick your fingers down your throat and force up all that nasty food."

And lastly, then EDNOS part. "Why can't you do both? Eat then purge and never eat again?"

Why am I torn?
Which one should I turn to?
What's wrong with me?

Someone... Help me... Please...